this will probably be my last posting of 2009. wow i can't believe the year is over already. it seems like it's been no time since i was sitting here preparing for the new year 2009. i just found out i was pregnant and was currently 4 weeks & 2 days pregnant last year at this time. i had my son in the car, met some AMAZING people who became such a great part of my life. i rid others from my life who only caused problems and brought drama. i learned even more about myself and my abilities to juggle 2 kids. branson has yet again amazed me. jaxon is just completely different as far as his abilities. i don't how a "normal" baby functions so this is sort of new to me but yet so exciting because i think aw wow he's doing things so early but really he's not he's on schedule. but from branson to jaxon it's a difference of 2-3 months as far as physical abilities.
matt & i have grown closer since some people have been removed from our lives. things are great. we're looking forward to the many oppotunities the new year will bring. our first anniversary is near. our amazing TN vacation of a week long stay in a fabulous cabin is coming up fast. this is a very deserving, much needed vacation after the last 6 months we've had. i'm just sooo looking forward to the many changes coming. and in just 15 short days i will have a new phone with a new number. it's time for a change and it's time to leave the past far far behind me. those people can stay there and be forgotten about, those memories of them will be buried and never resurfaced. it's time to move on. although i will NEVER forget and certainly NEVER forgive i'm ready for something better. much better!
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