54 days and counting.... when i say i miss TN i really don't think people actually comprehend how much i truly miss it & my hear aches for it. i literally stood in the cabin last april and cried on our last night there. i know more about what's going on there than i do here. i have absolutely no heartfelt connection to this town or county anymore. i hate being here, i hate the people here. i no longer want to be here. i dream of TN, i constantly think of TN. being able to move there would be the best thing for us. i just wished it were possible. the schools are great, the people are really nice to even tourists which is rare. you certainly don't get that when you go to the beach. last night while laying in bed i was imaging walking out onto the veranda at the christmas place. i could smell the air, hear the cars slowly driving by on the parkway, feel the cool breeze and i was just at peace. i miss that place so bad. each time we go it gets harder and harder to leave. i'm hoping one day when we go we never have to leave. while all of our family is here it just doesn't feel like home anymore. there feels like home. the trolleys, the flowers, just the atmosphere is so laid back and relaxed. yea you may say that's how it seems if you don't live there and only go on vacation. we've been there enough that we know most of the back roads. people remember us when we visit especially at the inn. no one seems to be in a hurry there, ever. i would be so happy living there, taking my kids to school there, shoot even waitressing somewhere!! i mean that's just how much i love it. i mean it just doesn't get any better than this....
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