dear crappy "friend"...

over the next week while on vacation i'm really going to examine a few "friend"ships. i am so tired of making so many efforts to stay up to date and involved in what everyone is doing, saying hi, trying to chat and well be friends when yet they make absolutely NO effort to speak to me! yea yea don't give me that lame excuse of "well i have 2+ kids, i have a job, i've been busy with this or that" funny how i have 2 kids and still manage to find time out of MY busy day to make time to talk to you. and don't you dare give me any crap about "aw you're a stay at home mom, you don't work so you have plenty of time to sit around" you are just asking for a bitch slap!! if you even remotely knew what went on during my day you'd gladly keep your job where you have sick time, paid vacation, lunch breaks and a paycheck. if i'm sick it doesn't matter i still have to "go to work". i never get a vacation away from my "job". i am here 24/7!!! my lunch break is spent feeding a baby and balancing him on my hip while i fix the 3 year old's lunch and him complaining "i don't want that". and a paycheck, what the heck is that?! i don't get a bonus at the end of the year and i don't get a pay raise.

i'm tired of this. you may ask why am i so annoyed because you didn't comment me back on my wall post or something, well when that's the only contact we seem to have anyway yea it does annoy me! when i see that you are online or have responded to others, loaded pictures or posted a status what the hell is keeping you from taking the 2 minutes that i took to say hello? when our only interaction is through the virtual world yes i am going to be ill about something that simple because we only "hang out" in the virtual world because you can't seem to make time to see me and hang out in person because you're "soooo busy". that's ok, you keep being busy but when you realize that i am no longer here for you to dump on and only want to hang out when you have nothing else or no one else to talk to i won't be here because i'm tired of you ignoring me. i'm tired of being the good friend and you being the crappy one. so from this point forward i will no longer go out of my way to track you down and stop by just to say hey, i will no longer take time out of my day to think of you when you don't think of me and i will no longer worry myself with your lack of friendship. after vacation i will return and several "friendships" will disappear. so if you think you're one of those crappy friends then maybe you then maybe you are. if you're one of those crappy friends and find yourself no longer a part of my life don't ask why because if you don't know then you obviously didn't read this which means you didn't take the time out for me like i've taken for you and you were never a real friend.